i realized:
1.i take chances in the beginning(thats why i kinda suck@10nl)
2.huge downswings in the beginning suck
3.my good sessions are shorter(~30 mins in total today) than my bad sessions, but i have to get up early tomorrow.

i should work on my..err..robustness. goal: make $100 playing 2nl, no matter how long will it take